Mr. Highway Rescue where are you? I want you, I need you in my life… and the crazy thing is I don’t even know you, I could of, and I had the perfect opportunity to do so, but I messed it all up by saying that “I have a friend” as if that’s the same as “I have a man or a husband in my life” yeah right.. what the hell was I thinking…
All I keep thinking is: we could of been on some dates by now, I probably could of even got me some…Damn!!!
I just wish you could walk back into my life and ask me that same question again, I swear I won’t hesitate to give you my time…
What you did was sweet and I really do appreciate it, not too many people would do what you did, I’m glad you was there to help me (such a good Samaritan)…
I remember what happened like it was yesterday, you was tall, slim, dark-chocolate skin, low-cut fade, big smile, thick-full luscious lips, dark brown eyes, thick manly hands, dressed nice… you told me that you had a job, you was rollin in your own car, those are good qualities..
Sometimes I think I’m trippin because I feel like I be seeing you around town…
I wonder why I gave you the impression that I had somebody special in my life, because really I don’t- he aint handling his business- the relationship is basically just like that [David Banner featuring Lil Wayne song- "Juicey say the nigga that she with aint shit" he can't do this & don't do that-] that’s for realz.
I just feel like if you are supposed to be mines, than we need to find each other quick… I just know what God has for me- it is for me so thats whats up.”
November 18, 2008
juicelicious
“Need U Bad”
We come through a lot of things you know?
Me make one little mistake you want us to be done?
If I had you back in my world
I would prove that I could be a better girl
If you let me back in
I would sho’nuff never never let you go again
I was so foolish to ever leave your side,
Searching for what was right before my eyes
It was me who didn’t realize
’til it was gone but now I know I need you in my life
Boy I need you bad as my heartbeat (bad like the food I eat)
Bad as the air I breath (baby I want you bad)
I need you bad I can’t take this pain (bad I can’t take this pain)
Boy I’m about to go insane (baby I need you bad)
I need you
I need you
What I gotta do (baby I want you bad)
I need you
I need you
Do it all for you (baby I need you bad)
Baby there’s nothing I wouldn’t do
To get back what we had when love was true
No lie I’d give up all I got
Just so I could get back in my spot
When you want him so bad and
You gotta get him back say,
’cause it won’t get no better
Two you are together say,
If you believe in love and
You can’t give him up say,
If there’s nothing you wont do to get
Back with your boo say Oh
November 18, 2008
juicelicious
I just feel so disgusted, I feel like a fool, yeah I was stupid and didn’t think, I was trying to make something out of nothin- all I can say is that im learning from my mistakes…I am so sick and tired of being sick of tired and getting screwed over by no good triflin ass people… I cant stand it… I feel as if I am too good of person to be getting treated like this… I know for sure I am a person with a big heart, I love to give, and help people as much as I can, and than its sad to say but when I ask for a small favor to the ones I have helped I cant get that same love back… that makes no sense to me… I just feel what goes around comes around… yeah you think you have gotten burnt in the past from other people that have did you wrong, but baybee you aint seen nothing yet… now im not the person to wish any hurt or harm on nobody, but you gone get yours sooner than you think… cuz God don’t like ugly, I aint even got to do nothing bad to you, all I know is that I prayed about it, what’s done is done, My father has already spoken to me, he told me to just LET IT GO, and let him do what he do best… You can’t treat one of God’s anointed children like trash, believe that…
my lil nickname for you is that lil nigga that will do a lil something strange for a piece of change…
November 18, 2008
juicelicious
There are two types of guys in the world today:
“The ones that hold your hand” & “The ones that just want to do you”
I’ve had my share of both types
I know that the ones that just want to do you aint worth a damn…
So now I’m taking things slow and choosing wisely…
November 18, 2008
juicelicious
There comes a time when you must stand alone. You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams. You must be willing to make sacrifices. You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that your final goal can be achieved. Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged. There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own realities. Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better. Be confident enough that you won’t settle for a compromise just to get by. Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life. Don’t stand in someone else’s shadow when it’s your sunlight that should lead the way. -
February 2, 2008
juicelicious
Damn I Just keep thinking about you oh my baby, I mean I wanna move on but I can’t move on It’s like you have some kind of hold on me and I don’t Know, But Imma go ahead and talk about it… I’m sitting looking out the window like damn Tryna fix this situation that’s at hand now You still running through my mind when I’m knowing that you shouldn’t be, Me all on yo mind and I’m knowing that it couldn’t be Cause you ain’t call and I ain’t even appalled I still got a lot of pain I ain’t dealt wit it all I been running round with other dudes, I’m single and they loving it, I’m liking it but I just want the one that I was in love with. That’s not the end of it, I’m tryna let you know I can’t, Get a grip of it is what I’m tryna let you know. You got a hold or some kind of control of me I don’t know what it is, but I gotta get you gone from me I’m working at it and it ain’t getting no better just tryna be like, yeah, forget it, whatever Instead of staring out this glass looking at this bad weather, damn I gotta pull myself together Cause… When I’m with somebody, all I think bout is you When I’m all alone, that’s all I wanna do I miss your smile, your sexy lips, your touch, your kiss, your body, all the time we spent together makes it hard to get you outta my system. You know what you do to me You don’t even understand You know what you do to me It’s so hard to get you outta my system. I’m too attached, my heart won’t let me fall back I got it bad, that’s what you can call that When I see you in the streets, that’s the worse for me Used to love the little things you did, that’s what works for me It’s too major, don’t see you on my caller ID, Know what you doing, where you at, or can I see you later? My friends telling me ‘just let him go Racqueal’, believe me, I’m trying girl you just dont understand, That’s not poppin and my brain aint stopping, thinking Who he with, or where he going, is he club hoppin? I never had this kind of problem in my life, this is my first time dealing with this kind of fight It’s every night and every time you in my sight, Damn this aint even right, cause… When I’m with somebody, all I think bout is you When I’m all alone, that’s all I wanna do I miss your smile, your sexy lips, your touch, your kiss, your body, all the time we spent together makes it hard to get you outta my system. You know what you do to me You don’t even understand You know what you do to me It’s so hard to get you outta my system.
January 29, 2008
juicelicious
I Got Your Back
I got your back
You got mine,
I’ll help you out
Anytime.
To see you hurt
To see you cry,
Makes me weep
And wanna die.
And if you agree
To never fight,
It wouldn’t matter
Who’s wrong or right.
If a broken heart
Needs a mend,
I’ll be right there
To the end.
If your cheeks are wet
From drops of tears,
Don’t you worry,
Let go of your fears.
Hand in hand
Love is sent,
We’ll be friends
Till the end.
real talk
January 18, 2008
juicelicious
God is making a shift, a change in my life, change your views, how you see people, change your authority.
2008 is a year of joy and happiness- new beginnings. You have to see yourself of royal standing, people cant just talk to me any kind of way or treat me any kind of way. I am a princess. Wake up in the morning- say to God let your glory be revealed in my life. I want everything that God has for me. There should be joy in your heart always.
God is passing out blessings, I want what’s mine. Everything that’s attached to me God please release it.
Release my wealth, my joy, fruitfulness, my employment, my increase, my sanity. Bless my family, my life and my enemies.
I know that when your glory is revealed, there is power and healing taking place.
January 16, 2008
juicelicious
Clean House
Monday
Wash Day
Lord, help me wash away all my selfishness and vanity, so I may serve you with perfect humility through the week ahead.
Tuesday
Ironing Day
Dear Lord, help me iron out all the wrinkles of prejudice I have collected through the years so that I may see the beauty in others.
Wednesday
Mending Day
O God, help me mend my ways so I will not set a bad example for others.
Thursday
Cleaning Day
Lord, Jesus, help me to dust out all my many faults I have been hiding in the secret corners of my heart.
Friday
Shopping Day
O God, give me the grace to shop wisely so I may purchase eternal happiness for myself and all others in need of love.
Saturday
Cooking Day
Help me, my Savior, to brew a big kettle of brotherly love and serve it with the clean, sweet bread of human kindness.
Sunday
The Lord’s Day
O God, I have prepared my house for you. Please come into my heart so I may spend the day and rest of my life in your presence.
January 16, 2008
juicelicious
Where did the year go? Suddenly it’s January… again!
We realize those goals and plans we were so excited about have faded away and those giant strides we began the journey with in January 2007 have shortened to a slow sluggish walk. Within the blink of an eye, we lost focus somehow got off track, and now it’s 2008! But 2008 will be different. I will not lose focus because I will not lose sight of God and his plan for me. What better way to begin a “new beginning” than by saying thank you.
To all my family and friends here is a big “Thank You” from me. Thank you for the huge impact you had in my life. Thank you for the words of encouragement, the prayers, the support, the hugs and the love shown to me… without you 2007 would have been an extremely empty year.
I wish you a blessed and successful New Year filled with miracles and answered prayers. May 2008 mark the beginning of a tidal wave of love, happiness, joy, peace, and bright futures.
To those who desire that special someone, may you find true love; first in Jesus Christ first, then with that earthly special person.
To those that have been blessed to start as two becoming one, may God order your steps as you walk through life together.
To those who desire to be better stewards over their finances, may your finances overflow and the first fruit be given back to the One who blessed you to receive.
To those who are believing God for their healing, their deliverance, their everything, may your faith increase and you have a good heart and a sound mind.
To those who desire friends may you meet friendly and loving people. May we all remember that life is not worth the living until you allow God to come in. When you accept God you begin life.
January 16, 2008
juicelicious
